http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/ these words are my diary screaming out loud_* Sun, 20 Nov 2005 19:45:02 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. Arts Entertainment Relationships http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/219.html Mon, 21 Nov 2005 03:35:49 GMT Happiness is missing from my world. 2+2 doesn't equal four. I'm sad, I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm lonely. I'm smiling, I'm laughing, I'm beautiful, I'm in love. Neither side totals complete happiness. I hate what I've become. I hate that I never stopped myself. I hate that I don't want to change. I'm not worthy of food because I don't look like you. No fingers needed for this equation. It never really worked anyway. Breakfast, Lunch and Supper, I'll look away. I hate you like I hate myself. I'm so hungry, but food can't make me full. I love you. I miss you daily, and I'll... (more) http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=219 http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/218.html Tue, 15 Nov 2005 03:05:01 GMT hiding in the corner shivering from the cold in a heated room ball and chain wrapped around her ankles everythings a metaphor but shes still shivering weigh her down as she climbs to the surface thoughts sinking her soul her life is hollow like bones filling out the blue dress she wore to prom cover her face with your love stained sheets smother her with solid lies it was only a kiss http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=218 http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/217.html Sat, 12 Nov 2005 17:42:03 GMT sometimes i wish i was too young to understand http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=217 http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/216.html Sat, 05 Nov 2005 19:40:45 GMT If i make it past 20... i call that a miracle. http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=216 http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/215.html Thu, 03 Nov 2005 02:35:44 GMT Crawling in the dark tears yellow like glow-in-the-dark stickers that you stick together to wrap around my neck before I fall. would you care if I stopped breathing using my last breath to say I love you would you kiss me good-bye or laugh and see me later. with broken legs your too far away to reach but nothing could stop me from seeing you smile. i hurt, i cry, breathless, broken, bruised, im dieing inside tonight. http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=215 http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/214.html Mon, 24 Oct 2005 04:39:25 GMT its okay to be scared to dead when you feel your heart finish beating you may love perfection but everything about you smells of imperfection i never knew your name nor have i ever needed to your face disgusts me ur words eat me alive burnburn like the fire in my eyes your bones are only fire wood to me but lets run away anyway like a friendship full of lies and build sandcastles and sing at the top of our lungs cuz we're beautiful and beautiful people dont need friends high fives to sad lives and a giggle to finish off... (more) http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=214 http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/213.html Tue, 11 Oct 2005 22:29:00 GMT ,,fall asleep with brittle nails,, ,,tell me,, ,,sometimes im better off,, ,,dead,, ,,who needs a red valentine,, ,,when my favorite color is black,, ,,lie like fools gold,, ,,and cover me in jewelry,, ,,cross my heart,, ,,with my lovers razor blade,, ,,and carve my tear soaked cheeks,, ,,with years of pain,, ,,then tell me,, ,,that's life,, http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=213 http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/212.html Tue, 11 Oct 2005 01:01:09 GMT i'd love the world if it loved me back. to bleed for you. without the red. alone is only a form of lonliness. but we're together right? together like those three letters in the alphabet. i was there the moment your eyes closed. but this meant to be love. is permanently shattered. like my heart. http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=212 http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/211.html Thu, 29 Sep 2005 06:15:50 GMT those words cracked my heart and stopped the world from beating my tears froze in mid-sentence while my lip continued quivering his thoughts made my soul gasp for breath but my trembling fingers searched for his face to match reality with disbelief he fell apart so fast strapping me in to front row helplessly bleeding to death I see mysef and you want to paint me black how could you? http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=211 http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/archive/210.html Thu, 22 Sep 2005 04:17:04 GMT peel away the skin no means no in your bed of lies one foot in front of the other eternally marching to a wordless song male eyes hurt from purfumed pillow cases and sweaty sheets "it could be her" http://silent-tears.blogdrive.com/comments?id=210